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Seedy thoughts

Last week I attended a seed-starting workshop for home gardeners, and last night I helped a friend plant a couple flats of tomatoes for a community garden. At the workshop, a great deal of useful information was shared, much of it about methods and techniques. Seasoned gardeners shared their various (and sometime contradictory) experiences and perspectives, and the convener repeatedly emphasized that “the only truly right way to start seeds is whatever works for you.” I left with the bemused feeling that the whole exercise was something of a tempest in a teapot. Seeds will sprout, given even the most hostile conditions; it’s their nature, their very purpose. Efficiency and economy are merely trappings we humans bring to the process to make us feel useful while we wait for the seeds to perform their inevitable and mysterious function.

I was reminded of this while helping my friend put tomato seeds into tiny cell packs last night. My friend is capable of marvelous organization and attention to detail, and this comes through in his seed-starting preparations. He gave me a tool marked to show the depth at which the seeds were to be planted, and I made shallow holes with the tool, placed the designated number of seeds in each hole, then covered the holes and lightly tamped the soil with the tool. I felt so meticulous and scientific, working with a precision-marked tool and carefully labeled seed packets and cell packs! At the end of the evening he thanked me for my help, noting that it had gone faster than he expected because I didn’t agonize over the placement of each seed as he would have. He voiced no complaints about my performance of the task, and I marveled that it was nevertheless possible to approach it with even greater care and deliberation. I couldn’t help but think that the seeds have us right where they want us.

The contagion of composition

What is it that causes a person to write, to want to write, even to need to write? Lots of people never have the desire to write, indeed could pass their entire lives quite happily without ever having learned to write–yet others seem unable to prevent themselves from writing. (Although the number of compulsive writers seems quite the larger to me, I doubt my circle of acquaintances constitutes a statistically valid sampling of the population.)

The same questions have haunted neurologist Alice Flaherty, so she did something about it: she wrote a book, The Midnight Disease. (It seems she is in some part the subject of her own research.) I haven’t read the book yet because I just purchased it, but it’s on the top of my reading pile, which I’m sure has caused a great deal of grumbling among the other books whose patient queue has been jumped.

Maybe I’ll feed my own disease and write a review of the book when I finish it.

A merl of blackbirds

Some red-winged blackbirds, passing through on their spring migration, stopped for the evening in our neighborhood. They’ve roosted for the night in the top of an old sycamore along the creek; you can clearly hear them for blocks because the sycamore towers above all the houses and most of the other trees. I went for a walk after dinner and it took me a little bit to pinpoint their location, even though they are quite noisy: from that height, the sound bounces off houses in most unexpected ways. I knew they were red-wings because of the males’ distinctive call, described by most references as conk-a-ree or oak-a-lee. I’ve always thought of them as saying, “Look at me!” After all, they make those calls while flashing their brilliant red epaulets, seeking to attract females to their territory and defend that territory from other males. It’s a cheerful little song of three notes, cocky and ever-so-slightly desperate, and it never fails to make me smile.

Naming conventions

According to the story in the book of Genesis, Noah and his wife are the ancestors of all human beings after the flood, with the exception of their three daughters-in-law. Yet Mrs. Noah, as she is often quaintly called, is not named in the canonical scriptures. Nor, for that matter, are the daughters-in-law, though that doesn’t seem as great an omission as the failure to name the woman who is, in a certain sense, another Eve. We know the names of the wives and concubines of the patriarchs, the mothers of nations and tribes, but not the names of the women to whom all humans can trace their ancestry since the flood. Makes me think that there must have been something powerful and dangerous about the identity of those four women. Makes me wonder what it was.

Harder than I thought

It’s astonishing how difficult is it to write something cogent and interesting every day! I have no problem blathering on about all manner of inconsequential things in e-mails or my journal, but the realization that a large number of relative strangers will have access to my blog brings the internal editor out in full force. This entry is, in fact, an effort to push past that obstacle. I guess I’ve been successful, to a point. For today.

Stay tuned for further updates.

Intellectual generosity

“Intellectual generosity” has cropped up a lot in my reading as of late, particularly in the acknowledgements sections of books. Dr. Stephen Fowler has described intellectual generosity as something that arises from the practice of finding God in all things (2001 lecture at Loyola University). Such practice cultivates an openness and humility that seeks the greater good and sees others as fellow laborers in this work rather than as rivals. I think that this quality would be necessary for anyone engaged in intellectual pursuits, but Dr. Fowler’s comments suggest that intellectual generosity is seldom modeled in places of higher education. What a sad thought.

Shock therapy

What do you do when your child comes to you hours after bedtime, sobbing, to tell you that he’s been lying awake all this time in the dark, unable to sleep? That happened to me last night, which is why I missed a day of posting.

Comfort and reassurance only released a more wrenching round of sobs, which fortuitously flashed me back to late nights many years ago when this same child woke me with the horrible, barking cough of croup. I remembered the miraculous effect of cold night air on small inflamed bronchi and decided the same kind of mild shock therapy might work in this instance.

It was a lovely, clear, crisp night with a slight breeze, so I suggested that we sit on the front porch for some fresh air. It felt brisk and refreshing; our eyes widened at the change in lighting and the tension left our bodies as we breathed deeply of the cool night air. In a nutshell, it worked. We felt chilled after several minutes and decided to go back inside, but the nippy darkness had done the trick: we felt relaxed, restored, and well-oxygenated, three states highly conducive to sleep.

I may start stepping outside every night just before going to bed.

Singing stones

“Consciousness of self in others, consciousness of diversity that breaks the mould of prejudice, remains a mystery to science.” — Wilson Harris

Stones that sing are found in tradition and reality around the world: Tibet, Guyana, Hawai’i, California, Pennsylvania, Great Britain, and so on. Some stones sing when touched or tapped or rubbed; some sing when wind or water passes over or around them. The singing of some stones can only be heard at certain times of day or in certain seasons. Some believe that stones only sing to herald a happening of great significance; others believe that the stones are always singing but we seldom bother to listen.

The singing of stones is often described as low in pitch and dark or gravelly in tone. Because stonesong is not often heard by humans, it can sound unfamiliar and unsettling, leading to descriptions such as otherworldly or eerie. Stones may sing in clear, steady tones or in a chorus of tones that sounds like sighing or humming. The very idea of stonesong calls to mind whalesong or the language of Tolkien’s Ents: profound and unhurried, with great dignity.

Making an ass of u and me

Here’s an interesting piece of advice: “Don’t make your best stuff fully available until your target audience is ready to reward you appropriately for its true worth.” (Rob Brezsny, Free Will Astrology, week of 19feb09) At first blush, this seems to be about conservation, about pacing oneself to achieve optimal results. That’s sound advice, but it is built on the assumption that I know what my best stuff is, who my target audience is, and the true worth of my best stuff. That’s a lot of assuming, and we’ve all heard what can happen when we assume something. The advice is still good, but following it turns out to be a lot more risky than it first appears.

Of crocuses and groundhogs

Frigid temperatures and the manipulated forecasts of manhandled rodents notwithstanding, spring has sprung in Zone 5 Appalachia. Early crocuses are blooming, and the local groundhogs are grazing on roadsides in the warmth of the midday sun. Even the vegetative carnage of a February ice storm won’t cause the sap to recede to the root zone or the blood to thicken and slow. The ground itself seems to breathe, rising and lowering with the fluctuating temperatures. A few parting shots from Mother Hel can’t change that.